Not dead.. yet

[gildaurel]

So after ghosting around reading the updates of my lhm fic buddies, I wanted to confirm that I'm not dead either, just really, incredibly overwhelmed (as I sit here and type one-handed). I gave birth to a baby boy in early March, who is healthy and beautiful, but appears to hate sleeping. He has joined his 2-year-old sister in the conspiracy to never let my husband and I sleep more than two hours, ever.

In my zombified state, I've been semi-desperately checking my reading page in the hopes of something to alleviate the repetitive boredom of breastfeeding (sorry, but I never felt any loving glow, just the how-the-fuck-can-you-be-hungry-again feeling). But how can I expect anyone else to post when I'm not? So, I'll be trying to work on some one-handed things, whilst baby 2 is ferociously chomping on my nipple and I'm ignoring work phone calls.

Life, so busy!

Comments

[thene]

Omg. congrats? is congrats the right response to you being covered in small gildas that are stealing all of your sleep? because congrats!

I wish I had time to type more/write more. It's taken me days to circle back to responding to this post >< I just wanted to let you know I'm still here, just lacking time, hoping to get back to more normal output next month. All my <3 to you and your small people.

[pennie_dreadful]

Respect, Lady. Being a mom is tough enough without breastfeeding, no need to feel bad because it feels more like a chore than anything else. Seriously, don't feel bad for lack of posting.